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Looking at a post of yours that was talking about boomers and older Gen xers not voting to help the coming generations and how you are suffering from it. I'm a Gen xer and I agree with the point. I would just point out your generation didn't make much better decisions in the last election. Young males voted Republican. You'll see that every generation when they are young show promise to fix the future but inevitably get caught in the system and shit the bed. I'm not sure why people lose their empathy and compassion as they age because it didn't happen to me. I had a lot of hope your generation would be different. Your showing in the last election broke my heart.
Hey, I didn't vote for him. And I did vote, I vote in every election, even the small ones. My state was blue, we voted Kamala.
But I see your point.
People have been talking about this since voting day.
How there's been so many people saying gen z was going to fix things. Gen z is different. Gen z is more politically and socially aware than any other generation. More compassionate. Kinder.
Gen z is going to be the change that no other generation before them could be... but then the sobering reality is...
people don't evolve this fast. humans are still humans.
maybe it wasn't fair to place the title of hero on a new generation's head, because societal changes don't shift this quickly.
Gen z is still a product of Gen x. and of baby boomers.
Gen z is still unfortunately very human, and humans are always self absorbed and greedy and prone to cruelty when they're desperate or even just when they feel like it.
Gen z exists in the same world that's been spinning for the entire history of the human race.
it doesn't matter what year you were born. if you were alive during the age of the Renaissance or Cardi B.
we have inherited the problems of the generations before us, and we are struggling with new burdens.
I don't think gen z is doing particularly well right now either.
but you know.
we're still young.
things can still change. they always can. you never know just how fast things can change.
people in 1924 never would've predicted the way humans live now, in 2024.
in the grand scheme of things, humans do make huge leaps and bounds in technology and society.
the technology and attitudes of 1930 were soooo far behind 1970, despite being only 40 years apart.
who knows what will happen.
we certainly don't.
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hi, can i be š„ anon?
LISTEN i was just scrolling on loass twitter and tell me why i tweeted sum like:
āsaying āstop checking the 3dā and ādonāt get happy when you see movement in the 3dā is a limiting belief on its own but yāall not ready for thatā
and now theyāre jumping me over there š but like IDC THAT SHIT IS A LIMITING BELIEF 100%
ppl try to detach from the 3d tewww much, to the point where theyāre just giving power back to it all over again and it annoys me likeš idk am i wrong for this?
your post ab the 3d being real bc I AM REAL just opening my fucking eyes bc youāre RIGHT.
simply bc I AM, all things i do could only ever work in my fucking favor. so DUH!!
imo itās having a desire in the 4d = having it in the 3d. feeling joy in the 4d = feeling it in the 3d.
the idea that weāre not supposed to feel happy when seeing movement or even when we HAVE it in the 3d bc otherwise weāll get āattachedā is soooo stupid š like bro are you all powerful or NOT? stawppp ittttt
omg š„ girl wtf?? should i make a loa twitter again? i had one but i deleted it. anyways you ate and you are fucking correct bc it literally is! you can get happy bc you have what you want no matter what you see!!! it's the same people that tweet to affirm and then TYPE IN ALL CAPS LIKE THIS BC THEY SEE RESULTS IN THE 3D. Like b*tch shut up. they are lowkey the reason why i deleted lmaoo. Send me the tweet tho my love cause you ate. loa twitter can rot lowkey. some ppl on there are cool tho!
#some ppl are so annoying wtf#š„ anon#anon ask#itsrlymine#law of assumption#imagination is reality#loa tumblr#lawofassumption#manifesting#loassumption#shifting#reality shift
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Spoilers for S2 Act III of Arcane and S2 in general
Thatās it?
We waited three yearsā¦ for THAT?!
All that buildup in Season 1 regarding the war between Piltover/Topside and Zaun/The Undercity essentially meant jack cause apparently Noxus was the true enemy all along.
Heimerdinger? Dead.
Jayce? Dead (Allegedly)
Jinx? Dead (Also allegedly)
Viktor? Dead (again, allegedly)
Warwick? Dead (A L L E G E D L Y)
CaitVi got their sex scene but in the most inappropriate place possible. Did it have to be in the place where Vi was repeatedly abused and Jinx was thinking of offing herself??
MelJayā¦ oh meljay my beloved you guys truly deserved better holy shit. All so that the focus could be more on JayVik. And i dont hate the ship, but it was clearly established that MelJay had a strong bond. And for them to end like that??? Really????
I donāt care that Mel didnāt end up pregnant, but her reunion with Jayce was so half-assed. Like, i get it, theyāre both traumatized and have changed as people, but after all of their moments, after everything theyāve been through THATS IT?????
I know SkyVik isnāt canon but Sky deserved better wtf. Having her establish a relationship with Viktor just to be brushed off again???
TimeBomb isnāt technically canon but it is canon that Ekko had/has a crush on Jinx, and they werenāt totally fringed so that nice i guess. But it still would have been nice to see how Ekko convinced Jinx to team up with him instead of just cutting to the next scene.
Overall, this season wasnāt the worst Iāve seen, but the writing and pacing could have been soooo much better. If there was just one extra season and some tweaks in the writing then perhaps it could have been better.
Not only that, but I came in with the knowledge that the show was now canon, so i assumed weād have the characters develop into their game personalities and then they justā¦ didnāt.
We could have seen how Vi struggled with being an enforcer and eventually accept her new position as a way to help both Piltover and Zaun and make the enforcers better alongside Caitlyn.ļæ¼
We could have seen Jinx decide to live by her own rules and not be beholden to anyoneās expectations of her, to do as she pleases, and just go wild.
Where was Viktor actually becoming the actual Machine Herald with his mechanical parts? Where was Jayce becoming more like his game counterpart? Where was Warwick mutating into his final wolf form?
Everything just felt beyond rushed and hectic. Iām not saying I regret watching this show and i still very much love it, but i will always mourn what the finale could have been and cherish Season 1 for the masterpiece it was.
The animation, voice acting, and music was still fire obviously
#league of legends#arcane#arcane critical#im not mad but boy am i disappointed#for hours all ive been saying is THATS IT????#arcane spoilers
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What a difference six years makes
#botw#loz#link#legend of zelda#breath of the wild#tears of the kingdom#totk#i cant really say how it feels to look at the difference between these two#botw was such a huge huge part of my growth as an artist#the first isnt ābadā#the concept is cute and the emotions come across well enough!#i remember drawing it and being really proud of it#but wow drawing it again...#its a world of difference#it doesnt even look like the same artist#the new version has so much depth and even more visual clarity#the anatomy makes more sense and holy shit my lines have improved soooo much#thanks for all of your who have followed me since the beginning and watched this journey#thanks for believing i could be this type of artist#lukedoesart
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good morning tumblr dot com im normal again bc we cut contact so just! expect regular nonsensical posting! =D
#so relieved that i dont have to deal with this nonsense anymore#i have so. soooo much shit. that i could say#but i wont bc thats shitty so im not gonna do that#my close friends are updated on everything and they know very intricate and private details abt it so there are ppl ive reached out to#idk im just really glad its not a problem anymore. hopefully. fingers crossed.#ANYWAY. I'M OKAY NOW. i mean im not im still incredibly pissed but its done so!! im okay!!!#idk what the hell theyre up to or how theyre doing but gonna be real? not my issue anymore. idc.#like obviously i hope theyre safe but they can hate me for the rest of their life i will not lose sleep over it at all#but yeah im. okay. we're okay now. finally. JFHSKFHDKFHDKFB its been weeks since we broke up but im good now
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i just caught up with the latest chapters and like. those dudes definitely made out right? like that's not even subtext? like horikoshi fully said one and two absolutely went hog wild upon each other like. in the text, right??????? I have other, more cool and normal thoughts, but what is really important to me right now is that. those dudes definitely canonically got nasty. right???????????????????
#other things to note: oh my god afo absolutely gave shigaraki his brothers hand. unbelievable#also: what happened with hawks? did he fully get absorbed into afo? why was he all the way in there like that. did i miss something#bnha spoilers#bnha manga spoilers#but really like what the fuck is this story about. all might starts off like yeah you gotta swallow my dna#NOT lets do some sort of. blood oath where we manfully exchange bodily fluids#thats soooo specific#like heroes rising? they touched bloody hands but this is NOT a syphilis situation this is a#katsuki had to have stuck his nasty little fingers in his mouth before they could start the fight. which is SO funny to imagine#and then im back to yoichi and how he must have given away his quirk the first time like#like. doesnt it sound like kudou was like i feel weird. better get a pregnancy test about it#right? right? am i insane here?#bruce says hm. youve got some weird little unformed thing in there#kudou replies: hm. its just as i expected. i knew ever since the time we made love under the moon something about me was different#right?#ugh a lifetime of trying not to read to much into shonen shit im truly like. grappling with this#they fucking. fucked. right?!!!????!!!
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Everyone loves me and I'm so so so employable<- affirmations
#twist rambles#i got... another interview lined up monday š which is great other than the insane amt of stress im gonna be under for like 3 days straight#not including weekends. its gonna be soooo bad for my fibro š and im getting the only non scary interview done today. or ig that was#yesterday since it was a phone call one. but today its w a optho office and hopefully will be ok .. and then tomorrow its. well sitcom level#of weird shit. so its at a hotel right. i got a call abt it and due to my auditory processing issues and general anxiety and sleepy nature#completely forgot the hotel name. could just look it up right? WRONG. hotel doing renovations so its at a separate building. when looking#that and the phone up it gave me nothing. the issue is i applied 2 3 different hotels in (town) and all of which are different positions#and times. so i have no clue what to prep for. dreading this one v much. and then the next one is an electricians office doing hr and data#entry but they have horrible reviews and apparently aren't great w safety. which is genuinely scary. tbf only 2 reviews total but still.#so needless to say i wm very anxious this morning. gotta kill like 7 hrs and also not puke.#emeto#for the tags<-
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I LOVE IDKHOW BUT THEY FOUND ME!! THE SHOW TONIGHT WAS AMAZING!! THE OPENER WAS GREAT TOO!! ALEXSUCKS DOES NOT LIVE UP TO THEIR NAME!! AAAAAAAAH DALLON WEEKES THE MAN THAT YOU ARE!!
#ahem#anyway#the show was soooo fucking good omg#finally got to see him#last time i was going to go the venue was 18+ but now i AM 18+ so i could go#worth the wait ill tell you#idkhow#idkhow but they found me#idkhbtfm#music#me#literally was like a foot away from him when he split the ground and me from 4 years ago was freaking the fuck out#also he played visitation#dallon weekes is my goat#i have so much to say but holy shit it was amazing#also alexsucks was great and i will be listening to them more šš
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I'm sorry I can't watch the new trigun and I never will. it looks so ugly. the vibe is no where near the same and it takes away 90% of the charm of the original and makes it into something totally different. I feel like theyre giving it the sports anime treatment where they're banking on twinkification selling lots. like a yaoi head trap.
#tbh i hate yaoi culture#i think were not allowed to have nuanced conversations about it without being called like misogynists or whatever#and i think thats lame š¤·#anyways the new one gives it a different vibe simply bc of the art style and tone#ive never read the manga so i cant compare it but#idk the twinkification is wild to me#it made it unattractive to me#i like the masculine wild wild west vibe it had#i look up to the old vash#the new vash just looks like some ugly twink#it feels like it was made to target the yaoi obsessed fandom#so they could sell a bunch of merch#it honestly feels like one of the most heartless remakes to a classic ever#i have nostalgia reasons for not watching the new one too#which are more prominent than this#but if they didnt change soooo much of the vibe of it#which is literally the best part of the original#then i mightve considered it#but its literally just too ugly#im not a 14yro girl the new designs dont entice me#and dont say āthats not why they did iyā#its marketing#thats exactly why they did it#they know what audience to target#to revamp the trigun hype#whilst not having to put in a whole ton of effort#all they have to do is make them look more twinky and yall will lose ur entire shit for it#anyways i know all of this bc all of the yaoi heads are obsessed with zazie#when no one previously cared about him#they only do now bc they made him have a more shota-esque design..... tell me that's not intentional
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the only thing stopping me from writing a fucking charlie slimecicle + elmariana + juanaflippa family centric time loop fic is the fact that i missed every single flippa stream live (finally plunged into qsmp a few days after tallulah appeared) and i don't have the time to watch back through the vods because HOLY SHIT CAN WE GET 30 FUCKING SECONDS WITHOUT SOMETHING HAPPENING ON THIS SERVER WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK
#qsmp#the venn diagram of āmy awake time and bad's livestream time is a fucking circle#and i also WORK. I HAVE WORK. i can't watch vods for hours!!!#like i worked this afternoon. i got back home right as bobby's fate was sealed for the livestream. i had to watch an hour of vod to catch up#and WHILE I DID THAT#MORE LORE HAPPENED#LIKE THINGS HAPPENED WITH QUACKITY. TAZERCRAFT SCOOBY DOO'D ONTO A DRAGON SKELETON.#PEOPLE GRIEVED. JAIDEN ENDED STREAM ABRUPTLY. APPARENTLY SOMETHING HAPPENED WITH SOFIA.#I STILL HAVEN'T CAUGHT MAX'S POV FROM TUESDAY BC I WORKED THEN TOO GODDAMNIT#LIKE. APPARENTLY BAD KNOWS ABOUT SOFIA? DUNNO WHEN OR HOW. I MISSED THAT ONE. I WAS EITHER AT WORK OR CATCHING UP ON VODS#i. am. screaming.#like i understand why people watch live#it was soooo much easier to keep up when i just kept three distinct povs open and could hop between them like tv channels#oh forever just went down and richas is with him? no worries i have his stream open rn lemme just unmute#hmm cellbit is getting pretty animated let's see what he discovered i'll just unmute rl quick#quackity's saying some sus shit in chat lemme pop his stream open#instead of 'ok i want to see what foolish was doing at chume labs after bad stole his banana so lemme find the time stamp in foolish's-#HUGE FUCKING GIANT LONG VOD and watch thru that but oh. perhaps i want to see what mike was saying after foolish yeeted him.' actually uh#i don't think mike's pov was up that day (unless it was just on yt idk i'm not familiar w how tazercraft's stuff works yet)#BUT YKNOW. I'D HAVE TO VOD SCAN. ITS ANNOYING. so yea its way easier to follow#long tags#block game brainrot#shut up vic
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unrelated but i DO kinda feel guilty for my little crush for reasons i will not explain. but. yeah its wild over here tonight
#šÆ#sfw#like he casually mentioned being glad he can have friends who dont expect it to become anything more and i felt ill#so. ill stop having THOSE feelings immediately lol#but i genuinely DO love him as a friend#n he said i was one of the first ppl he felt comfy writing with#and i. am soooo emotional 2night#my friends r so important 2 me and im never gonna say SHIT bc i love him as my friend wayyy 2 much#sorry im saying this here we r just mutuals on my main so. akdhsk#also we were talking abt potential meet ups the other day and i HATE living where i live. everyone else is soo far away#one of my friends is coming 2 the states soon n i will be a 10 hr drive away. thats fuckign miserable#the guy this post was originally abt and 2 of our other friends live close enough that he could drive 2 them. and its the opposite side of#the country#i wanna get 2 meet my friends so fucking BAD#like. i cant put it into words but i wanna give them hugs and see their faces when they smile and akdbdn#when is it MY turn to meet my friends irl#my shark
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tell me your failed/embarrassing flirting stories to make me feel better, iāll go first: today i said āget out of my wayā forgot to say āiām kiddingā then immediately said ābyeā
#it is awful having feelings for someone you know and have an established friendship with#but crushing on someone i barely know is knew to me and i legit feel like an idiot every time i do something stupid like this#i canāt just. talk to the guy#if i say hey and he says sup i say āsup indeedā like what the fuck is that#i can barely even say hello to him#donāt get me wrong iāve DONE it but most days iām like#ah fuck there he is#okay you can do it just say hi#just say whatās up#and then heās already gone#also. like. the setting weāre in is soooo not good for talking or flirting realt because um. itās work heās my coworker.. so um. do i fuckin#ask him for his number?? or to hang out??? but like. heās kind of a stranger to me what do i want to hang out for š§#but like. āi dont want to do that until i have at least one successful interaction#or like. an actual conversation.#which is gonna be really hard to manage because he doesnāt talk much at all to anyone and i really only talk if someone talks to me first or#iāll say something absolutely idiotic and ridiculous (and honestly i do that no matter what)#anyway so um. i guess iām just gonna keep making a fool of myself until i get it right and hopefully i donāt screw it up š„“#i lost all my confidence in the last year and i cant do anything chill or smooth anymore (i was never that good in the first place but at#least i could PRETEND i knew what i was doing. like i could sell it. the whole weird and lost bit.)#anyway. i felt better for like 5 minutes when some guy at the gas station flirt failed with me on the way home. but thatās partly my fault#too oops. in his defense he probably could not see that i had headphones on bc upon mirror inspection they were well blended with my hair#but i was waiting to cross the street and this guy tried to like nod and smile and i did not know it was to me until i got to the other side#where the gas station was and and like. tried again and i awkward half smiled and saw his face get all mushy and confused like mine FELT 20#mins before when iād flopped so hard trying to flirt and by the time iād processed WAIT i think he was FLIRTING WITH ME i was already gone š¤”#but at least it ended better than the poor 14yo who very confidently asked for my number#who. i shit you not. SCREECHED for a solid 44.5 seconds and bolted the other direction when i said sorry im 21#his friends were standing there like wtf too and one was like i am so sorry about him š¤¦#cheers to being fools universe
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Was having so much fun replaying p3p that I forgot that this game is bad lol
#the klock keeps ticking#i gotta get my ranting gear on its happening again#just got to the part where its revealed that shadow experiments happened at the school 10 years prior#and yeah its as badly written as I remember lol#like first off it really is just kinda like āah yes the kirijo group experimented on kids and created the dark hour and weāre being#recruited to clean up their messā and the only one who seems to care is yukari but then like#oooh she cant be mad after all cuz her dad was in on it or whatever#and my favorite fucking guy Ikutski is there with a smile like ah yes yes the fucked up shit ah well anyways lets keep fighting lol#and its like briefly mentioned so fucking casually that mitsurus family involved her in this shit and forced her to awaken to a persona#when she was like 8 and you know. now she has to act as a tool to clean up their mess#and itās like hold up now. why arent we talking about this aaaaaaa just gonna drop that bomb and leave#my favorite fucking part though is like afterwards all the little scenes we get of the characters processing this information#none really seeming to care all that much about the fucked up part theyre just like ādamn the dark hour is gonna endā#and we get some of that iconic p3 dialogue where characters just look into the camera and explain their trauma before walking away#akihiko just goes up to shinji to be like āhey lol remember that weāre both orphans and thats how we know each other and also my sister#anyway Keep Looking Forwardā¢ļø byeā and then fuuka looks into the camera like#āyes btw my parents have an inferiority complex and thats why they abuse me which is why i dont mind being manipulatedā#like she just. says that its so funny this game was written by a toaster#its so frustrating cuz the conflict could be so interesting but they handle it soooo boring and ignore all the parts that shouldnt be#oh mitsuru dont worry ill write you a better game to be in#come to the fat lesbian party where we kill the kirijo group with hammers
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AH I REMEMBERED WHAT I WAS GONNA SAY EARLIER but it's kind of stupid, lmao.
So my partner is getting into brewing beer and I got them a Tilt, which is a Bluetooth hydrometer. It measures specific gravity and temperature, which are things you want to know so that you don't kill your yeast or whatever. Except the sensor's Bluetooth range is super short, and it basically runs via a phone app, and the temperature we're logging currently is the crawlspace, accessible via the staircase closet. So they were like, wait, what do we do about this, because I can't leave my phone in the closet, that's my alarm clock.
In a kind of ridiculous turn of life imitating art, I was like, hold up, I got just the thing right at my desk. Bam. Old phone. We just needed to scrounge up a charger because the battery is so dead that after charging just enough to power on it claimed it was at 53% (to be fair to it, there is a very real chance that it's correct, and it just holds no charge at this point so the capacity is just THAT low) and now it lives in the closet logging sensor data.
And I was like, you know...didn't I just solve a major story detail with a much larger version of this...yeah, no, this is all vaguely familiar somehow, power supply issues and all. Kind of cool that the concept works though. Kind of weird that it came up at all?
We are not gonna talk about the fact that I still have at least two more ancient-ass phones in a drawer where that came from because look, man, sometimes you just need a camera/mic/mini computer with Bluetooth and wifi that fits in a pocket, and people just get rid of these things, but not me. I actually could build a shitty security system out of them if I was reaaaally inclined. I mean. I'm not. But it's technically possible.
For real though, If I pick up any stupid maker projects I still high-key am thinking about slapping Bluetooth into a necomimi headset and running that through an Arduino and learning to code just enough to let me skip songs/change the volume on Spotify with my brain, because it's entirely doable, and I mean yeah I could do that on my phone remotely too, but that's not funny, now, is it. I'm just not sure it's $350+ of parts funny. Kind of a big investment just to prove the point that haha look I am the extremely ADHD type of lazy where I would rather solve a problem via the most convoluted and complicated Rube-Goldberg type ass machine way possible rather than just perform a single simple action.
YEAH I'VE BEEN THIS SCATTERED ALL DAY AND I REALLY SHOULD GO TO BED SHOULDN'T I. I started playing Satisfactory. Mistakes were made. I'm going to dream about conveyor belts again and I did it to myself...
#you know I used to mostly blog about witchcraft and paganism#and now I'm like. you know what I want to do? chain an EEG sensor to the Spotify API and skip songs with my brain.#it's kind of like magic when you put it like that. maybe things haven't actually changed that much after all#the headset idea actually came about bc I'd gotten so far into the writing zone that I literally just. tried to skip a song with my brain.#because I had so much reploid characters on my mind that it just sounded like a normal course of action I should be able to take#obviously it didn't work and cue me sitting there for a full 3 seconds going 'why didn't it. wait. why did I think it would?'#followed immediately after by 'YEAH BUT I PROBABLY COULD DO THAT ACTUALLY'#because you just Cannot write a character like Glitch without it rubbing off on you a little bit and WWGD kicked in real hard lmao#well obviously he'd [ridiculous chain of ideas ending in 'anyway I installed some shit and now I can control Spotify with my mind']#and I gotta say I do not like the idea of sticking a sensor on the *inside* of my skull. sounds very bad.#but it doesn't have to be on the inside to work soooo there's that!#I have a friend who for quite a long time had a rare earth magnet in one finger so he could find live wires by touch#he ended up removing it for work eventually but when I say I was jelly. man. but also kinda squeamish about it.#I do not like sharp things and I am Very funny about my fingers as an artist/writer/used to be musician.#but man that sounds cool. I want the magnet senses. I don't think I want them enough to have a magnet under my skin though#I think I wouldn't use them enough for that to be helpful actually lmao#anyway do I even need more senses? probably not. mine are already unfiltered and loud as shit.#'boy I wish I could sense magnetic fields' says idiot guy who can hear the mains hum even with no electronics currently turned on#like when the power goes out I can FEEL the fucking difference in the air and it's unnaturally quiet and kinda spooky#I do not think I need help on this front actually. I think I got it handled pretty okay lol
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i have bad melted soup brain today and i hate it
#i have never really felt like just disappearing off of the face of the earth and not talking to Anyone before but i have been thinking of it#a lot today! which is wild bc not my normal isolation thought but today it seems good ahahahaha#i am just. tired. i feel like i am not listened to ever and i feel unwanted as hell lately which i know in the back of my mind i am not#unwanted but boy do it feel like that lately lol. and iāve been back on my āim gonna die alone bc nobody ever will love me how i love themā#bullshit which i have Not missed but it is come back full on ! soooo fun for me hahahahahaha i love to feel miserable about being unwanted#by those around me!!!! love it sooooooooooo much weeeeeee i totally donāt wanna slam my head through a window!!!!#also just in general lately i have felt like people talking to me is a chore to them bc nobody around me has been having actual conversation#itās all been shit ass one word or one sentence replies from everyone or they talk about what they want and not acknowledge what i said and#i donāt even know what to do about it. i just donāt even want to talk to anyone now bc i feel like they literally donāt want to speak to me#and they donāt care what i have to say clearly bc they donāt pay attention and then bring up what i said says or weeks later like i never#said anything and itās like hm wow yeah i fucking told you about that??? maybe if you pay attention youād have known that but itās fine !!!!#Iām just. tired of it. i am fully understanding of everyone having lives and doing their own things they need to do. but this is like. fr#different. like it feels so much different than that and i donāt get it and i donāt know what to do !!!!!!! i feel like iām going Nuts#anyways if any of you wanna stick me through a meat grinder i would be forever thankful and you have the rights to take anything i own after#what this boils down to is my autistic ass is like everyone is not doing their normal thing!!! everyone is off their normal talking schedule#with me!!!! this must mean they fucking want me dead!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bc they went off script/pattern and not in a way they have in the past#that indicated that they just are struggling to reach out! this is different and bad and they want you out of their life!!!!!!!#which is ridiculous but what the fuck am i to do about it bc i will be thinking this until i basically am told otherwise by these people. so#thatās soooo much fun i love brains theyāre so silly i wish i could jump at a wall and stick to it until i just slowly peel off and onto the#floor. anyways. hope everyone else has a good night
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Swear to god if I was actually a proper reddit user Iād be posting the stupidest AITA posts
#so my friend rang me asking if i could print something out. mind you i got her message saying that and i was responding and she literally#didnāt even give me one minute to answer. so i answer the phone already annoyed because itās like.. where the hell is the fire#iām trying to eat my tea here and you make me leap out of my seat to answer the landline because you canāt wait 30 seconds for a reply. why#so i answer the phone and she sounds like sheās been crying so iām like āgod whatās this thing she needs me to printā¦ a ransom note??ā#why was it a template for a gingerbread house. so iām like āyes of course iāll print it. are you okay thoughā she says she has an upper#respiratory infection. iām like āthatās fucked up. iāll print your thing but are you sure you should be cooking for peopleā#sheās like āthank you so so much ellen iām so sorry for putting you out; iāll pay youā and like. hereās where i will freely admit that i was#being a dick. but i have told her a million times before to STOP offering me money for random stupid favours like printing literally one (1)#document for her or giving her kid a bag of crisps to keep her quiet or something. it drives me crazy when she does this because it makes me#feel like sheās trying to imply that iām that much of a frugal penny pincher that iām going to sit here and calculate how much a piece of#paper and a millilitre of ink costs me and charge for that miniscule sum. or like i view our friendship as transactional or something#which could not be further from the truth. like bitch iād give you a kidney no questions asked. stop offering me money to print your shit#and sheās soooo apologetic over it too; sheās like apologising for being alive. and the self flagellating bullshit drives me CRAZY#like it does not cause me any trouble whatsoever to open one singular application on my phone and click two buttons. my printer is plugged#in 24-7 because thatās how it tells HP when itās out of ink and to send more. a service i pay 99p a month for mind you. i donāt notice#i donāt care. most of the time i make my granddad buy my printer paper because he shows up here unannounced asking me to print dozens#of flyers from his club and doesnāt otherwise offer payment so iām like āwell can you buy some paper since i now have noneā#so what i said to her was āif you offer me money one more time iām never printing anything for you againā which i think bamboozled her#i was like āiām printing it now. pick it up whenever you want just donāt offer moneyā sheās like ābut i was just thinkingāā#āDONāT FUCKING THINKā yeah that was an overreaction possibly. but i was just like. i donāt want to hear your justification for why you want#to give me 5p or something for printing your stupid gingerbread house template. donāt tell me it. i disagree with it#if you want to pay for your shit to be printed that fucking badly you can go to the library#so anyway she messaged me saying āiām not coming over because i donāt want to argueā i didnāt reply but i was literally just sitting there#thinkingā¦ we donāt have to argue. iāve told you my terms. just donāt offer me money for stupid little favours and you wonāt hear an argument#from me. thatās all#i honestly feel like sheās just offering me money because she knows it makes me mad. she loves annoying me. well sheās succeeded#AITA? yes but also for the love of godddd will you just LISTEN to me. if itās a joke itās not fucking funny at this point itās just annoying#personal#rant
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